Wednesday, August 24, 2011

The Other Three

The first "The Other Three":
Ever since Foster and I came home from the hospital I have been struggling with thoughts about "the other three". You know, the two embryos that we put back in our first IVF and the second embryo that got put back when Foster did.... those three.... the three my body failed.

When I sit and look at Foster I cant help but think of those three that my body failed and how they would have been just like Foster. He is so amazing and beautiful. I know that its silly to think and worry about something that I cant change but the truth is that I feel like those babies werent given a fair chance because they probably would be here today if they were put into someone else's body.

The second "The Other Three":
We have three frozen embryos waiting for us at the clinic. I cant imagine not using all of them because they are just like Foster. Justin is pretty set that he only wants 2 kids but if our first FET happened to work I cannot imagine leaving the other 2 embryos unused. Ugh, so much to think about.


  1. I can only imagine the thoughts going through your head :( The good news is that you have a LONG time to think about it since little Foster boy is only one month old!

  2. Oh, so much to think about! Just relax and enjoy Foster for now! :) I know it's hard not to think about the future, though.

  3. I can't imagine how difficult it must be to think of that- but enjoy your adorable little man for now. :)